The Podcast

420Rx: The Podcasts

This is where you will find the experimental podcasts by Jaime, Joe, and the rest of the 420Rx crew, produced at the 420Rx Multimedia MegaPlex in Cape Coral, Florida. Jaime and Joe give their completely unqualified and highly biased impressions of songs that hit #1 on the mainstream Billboard charts during the 1980s. We… Continue reading 420Rx: The Podcasts

Depression · Mental Health · PTSD

The “Shame” of Public Emotion

They say "necessity is the mother of invention"; what would you call the mother of repair? An introspectively, distressed yet elevated mind is steering ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ. Currently, I leave the house alone for two reasons: To attend a cannabis related class, conference, or event, or to receive therapy at the VA. Amazon has become a staple… Continue reading The “Shame” of Public Emotion


No More Whispers, Let’s Discuss MST (#scarletlettervet)

Let's Open the Discussion About MST's (Military Sexual Trauma) A distressed mind is steering the keyboard ๐Ÿ˜•. MST related PTSD. Are my wounds not as legitimate or real because I have all limbs? Is that even okay to ask?? I am unsure as to the political correctness. I want to speak about what is only whispered… Continue reading No More Whispers, Let’s Discuss MST (#scarletlettervet)

Abusive Relationship · Second Husband

“Crawl on All Fours and Bark Like the Bitch You Are”

I cannot give all the detail leading up to this particular event, however wanted to share what I could recall. The event is perfectly clear in my mind. Maybe, by the time this particular event happened, I had already began to ignore or tune out the incessant rambling that ensued after a day of online… Continue reading “Crawl on All Fours and Bark Like the Bitch You Are”

Depression · Health

My New Reality?

I'm having a new pain today. It started last night. This post is being written by a pain distracted mind ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿงš๐Ÿผโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’š. A new pain? That is a different issue. I'm having a new pain. Having had pain, noticeable pain that was severe or "remarkable enough to remember" pain, since grade ten, I'm accustomed to "all… Continue reading My New Reality?

Baked Rambling · Depression

Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

An elevated mind is steering the keyboard today. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿงš๐Ÿผโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’š These thoughts are presented to you by my brain after having a small dab of White Buffalo shatter. I can also thank my friend, Paula, for sparking some of the thoughts that led me here today. I am currently in a mental state that is somewhere between… Continue reading Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

Abusive Relationship · Second Husband

“This is Where I Die” , I Thought as I Blacked Out, January 24, 2014 (detailed account, possible triggers)

Jumped forward a bit in "The Dave Files", however I needed to share this, being the five-year anniversary... It started like any typical Saturday morning. Woke as normal, had breakfast and started getting the equipment ready for the day. I had... that is, we had a DJ Company. The company, and everything contained within it,… Continue reading “This is Where I Die” , I Thought as I Blacked Out, January 24, 2014 (detailed account, possible triggers)

Baked Rambling · Health

Cold Mornings In Florida

An elevated, yet relaxed mind is steering this early afternoon ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿงš๐Ÿผโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ’š It's COLD for a girl that's lived in FL most her life! Most with rheumatic disease, any sort of arthritis for that matter, know how especially fun mornings are when the temperature drops and barometric pressures changes. For myself, it adds an extra layer… Continue reading Cold Mornings In Florida