Depression · Mental Health · PTSD

The “Shame” of Public Emotion

They say "necessity is the mother of invention"; what would you call the mother of repair? An introspectively, distressed yet elevated mind is steering 🤷🏻‍♀️. Currently, I leave the house alone for two reasons: To attend a cannabis related class, conference, or event, or to receive therapy at the VA. Amazon has become a staple… Continue reading The “Shame” of Public Emotion

PTSD · USAF, MST and PTSD

No More Whispers, Let’s Discuss MST (#scarletlettervet)

Let's Open the Discussion About MST's (Military Sexual Trauma) A distressed mind is steering the keyboard 😕. MST related PTSD. Are my wounds not as legitimate or real because I have all limbs? Is that even okay to ask?? I am unsure as to the political correctness. I want to speak about what is only whispered… Continue reading No More Whispers, Let’s Discuss MST (#scarletlettervet)

Abusive Relationship · Second Husband

“Crawl on All Fours and Bark Like the Bitch You Are”

I cannot give all the detail leading up to this particular event, however wanted to share what I could recall. The event is perfectly clear in my mind. Maybe, by the time this particular event happened, I had already began to ignore or tune out the incessant rambling that ensued after a day of online… Continue reading “Crawl on All Fours and Bark Like the Bitch You Are”

Baked Rambling · Depression

Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

An elevated mind is steering the keyboard today. 😐🧚🏼‍♂️🌱💚 These thoughts are presented to you by my brain after having a small dab of White Buffalo shatter. I can also thank my friend, Paula, for sparking some of the thoughts that led me here today. I am currently in a mental state that is somewhere between… Continue reading Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

Abusive Relationship · Second Husband

“This is Where I Die” , I Thought as I Blacked Out, January 24, 2014 (detailed account, possible triggers)

Jumped forward a bit in "The Dave Files", however I needed to share this, being the five-year anniversary... It started like any typical Saturday morning. Woke as normal, had breakfast and started getting the equipment ready for the day. I had... that is, we had a DJ Company. The company, and everything contained within it,… Continue reading “This is Where I Die” , I Thought as I Blacked Out, January 24, 2014 (detailed account, possible triggers)