Depression · Mental Health · PTSD

The “Shame” of Public Emotion

They say "necessity is the mother of invention"; what would you call the mother of repair? An introspectively, distressed yet elevated mind is steering πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ. Currently, I leave the house alone for two reasons: To attend a cannabis related class, conference, or event, or to receive therapy at the VA. Amazon has become a staple… Continue reading The “Shame” of Public Emotion

Depression · Health

My New Reality?

I'm having a new pain today. It started last night. This post is being written by a pain distracted mind πŸ˜πŸ§šπŸΌβ€β™‚οΈπŸŒ±πŸ’š. A new pain? That is a different issue. I'm having a new pain. Having had pain, noticeable pain that was severe or "remarkable enough to remember" pain, since grade ten, I'm accustomed to "all… Continue reading My New Reality?

Baked Rambling · Depression

Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

An elevated mind is steering the keyboard today. πŸ˜πŸ§šπŸΌβ€β™‚οΈπŸŒ±πŸ’š These thoughts are presented to you by my brain after having a small dab of White Buffalo shatter. I can also thank my friend, Paula, for sparking some of the thoughts that led me here today. I am currently in a mental state that is somewhere between… Continue reading Are You the Best Version of Yourself?


Depression, Random Ramblings of a Depressed Mind

I'm depressed. Right now. 11:30pm January 3, 2019. For whatever reason, for NO reason, I'm depressed. My thoughts are a bit erratic when I'm feeling down, as I am currently.On 12/24, a local reporter/weekend anchor messaged me and asked if I'd like to discuss situational depression for a Christmas Eve news story.Β  I obliged and… Continue reading Depression, Random Ramblings of a Depressed Mind