The “Shame” of Public Emotion

February 25, 2019February 25, 2019 Jaime Renee Cruz, 420Rx2 Comments

They say "necessity is the mother of invention"; what would you call the mother of repair? An introspectively, distressed yet elevated mind is steering 🤷🏻‍♀️. Currently, I leave the house alone for two reasons: To attend a cannabis related class, conference, or event, or to receive therapy at the VA. Amazon has become a staple… Continue reading The “Shame” of Public Emotion

Depression · Health

My New Reality?

February 2, 2019 Jaime Renee Cruz, 420RxLeave a comment

I'm having a new pain today. It started last night. This post is being written by a pain distracted mind 😐🧚🏼‍♂️🌱💚. A new pain? That is a different issue. I'm having a new pain. Having had pain, noticeable pain that was severe or "remarkable enough to remember" pain, since grade ten, I'm accustomed to "all… Continue reading My New Reality?

Baked Rambling · Depression

Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

January 30, 2019January 30, 2019 Jaime Renee Cruz, 420Rx1 Comment

An elevated mind is steering the keyboard today. 😐🧚🏼‍♂️🌱💚 These thoughts are presented to you by my brain after having a small dab of White Buffalo shatter. I can also thank my friend, Paula, for sparking some of the thoughts that led me here today. I am currently in a mental state that is somewhere between… Continue reading Are You the Best Version of Yourself?

Depression

My Corner Of the Couch

January 8, 2019January 21, 2019 Jaime Renee Cruz, 420Rx4 Comments

Depression is steering the keyboard tonight, thoughts and sentences may be erratic 🤷🏻‍♀️ I'm sitting in my corner of the couch and all I can think is, "I don't want to go to counseling tomorrow." My psychologist was so proud of me two weeks ago at the last session and now I have to walk… Continue reading My Corner Of the Couch

Depression

Depression, Random Ramblings of a Depressed Mind

January 3, 2019January 25, 2019 Jaime Renee Cruz, 420Rx3 Comments

I'm depressed. Right now. 11:30pm January 3, 2019. For whatever reason, for NO reason, I'm depressed. My thoughts are a bit erratic when I'm feeling down, as I am currently.On 12/24, a local reporter/weekend anchor messaged me and asked if I'd like to discuss situational depression for a Christmas Eve news story. I obliged and… Continue reading Depression, Random Ramblings of a Depressed Mind

Depression

I Lost A Friend

December 28, 2018January 21, 2019 Jaime Renee Cruz, 420RxLeave a comment

I'd like to share for a moment. I lost a friend, Johan Endre. He was a CannaFriend. We were going to do a podcast and he started one of the large groups on FB, Adults Who Enjoy Cannabis. I spoke with him last on May 23rd, he passed on May 27th. I learned of his… Continue reading I Lost A Friend